Sadness is a solitaire emotion.
You can share your happiness but never sadness is share,unlessthe same kind of sadness hits you as well.

For instance if someone you know or dunno been through something tragical,you can only feel for him yet cant share his sadness.

Do not object coz you know this is true.

This leads to me to think...Can two people really share the mind connection?Can telepathy be so strong that you can instantly feel the person is happy or sad,no matter how the distance.

Do you think so?

I think you may have read this before,perhaps in email.

That a man wakes up finding his dear wife already dead besides him.

That was the same body whom he kissed good night just perhaps 8 hours back.

"She must have been through a strong stuggle with Hades before she left...yet he dunno."

If people really have those kinda spiritual telepathy between them,there wouldnt be so many regrets and sadness.

You can feel that guy's sadness,cant you?
But he is really the only one that feels the raw pain.
Solitary sadness.

Same thing...

I was there tearing...yet he sleeps soundly besides me.
I doubt he knows it.
I dont think so.
At the end of the day,I still dun think so.

If he knew,I would have feel it in his hugs.
The messages I sent was undelivered.
And the messages he sent was wrong.

If you were to ask,why am I sad,what was I upset about?

Sometimes...sadness doesnt really require any reason.
Like most things in life.

Sometimes when it hits you,you just wanna feel sad.
But the sadness you have now is not enough to trigger any bawlings.
So you think of all the sad things in life,all the unfortunate events that may happen to you...just becoz you wanna feel pitiful and drop a tear or two for yourself.

If you think this is stupid,you may be wrong too.

Coz feeling the blues and greys may not be the a bad thing.
Remember rainbow is only form after the storm.
Likewise you too need an outlet to release all the sad feelings that come from anywhere,everywhere in your life..bottling up every single minute now and then.

Am I right?
Please nod.

And so...

Today I witnessed another case of such theory on myself.

This is asking for too much for both you and I.
Sigh...You are right.

Perhaps such telepathy really doesnt exists,unlike movies and stories,no matter how in love or how close you can be with a person.

Maybe it is me being colic again.
When I am feeling tired,I always kick into a mood.
Maybe it's due to AV too.

And maybe this is just me.

I think Cancerians,females in specific,are the hardest astrological sign of the twelve to be love.
There are two types of Cancerians of both extremes,in terms of personality.
I belong to the 95%.
You know which is me.

But you cant push every single bits and pieces of the fault to me.
You know for most or everything is life,there is a cause that takes two hands to clasp.

I do feel that there is a lil tinge of difference between you now and then.
It may be minimal or really none.
It could be really me or not.

When I cant see the future that I painted,I search for the past.
But when I see the past,I dislike the present.

Why am I being so difficult?
My apologies.
But I have no reason or excuse to fend.

Tell me that I am being silly.
Tell me that I am being silly.
Tell me that I am being silly.
Tell me that I am being silly.
Tell me that I am being silly.

Scream at me to tell me that I am stupid!

Are you really the same?

Are you?
Are you?
Are you not building a small wall to fend yourself from my total invasion of every of you?
Are you not?
Are you not?
Are you not?
Are you not?

I can call myself crazy,stupid,silly and everything.
But I do not wish to delude myself and deny my own thoughts now.

I think too much,I feel too much.
I would be better after I have a good sleep.

Yes,it always been.

But....This will always return,isnt it?

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Don't leave now

Not yet

There were time we regret

And I'm sorry

SomehowI only wanted to make you proud

If I could only let you know

I'd give up everything I own

For just one more day with you

There's nothing I wouldn't doI could not let it pass me by

If I make every sacrifice

To bring me back your loveI

f only we could live twice

If only we could live twice

When you told me

I froze

It still echoes

In my soul

Please forgive me

If I didn't sayI love you

Every single day

If I could only let you know

I'd give up everything I own

For just one more day with you

There's nothing I wouldn't do

I could not let it pass me by

If I make every sacrifice

To bring me back your love

If only we could live twice

If only we could live twice

Nobody told me we'd only get one chance

I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast

Why we have to say goodbye

I don't understand

If I could only let you know

I'd give up everything I own

For just one more day with you

There's nothing I wouldn't do

I could not let it pass me by

If I make every sacrifice

To bring me back your love

If only we could live twice

I could not let it pass me by

Nothing I give to sacrifice

To bring me back your love

If only we could live twice

If only we could live twice

We'll meet in another life

If only we could live twice

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If only we could live twice....

The same kinda mistakes will be omit.

But what if...

We commit new ones?

Would you be singing If only we could live thrice and so on?

It is as good as just living once.

Please forgive me....

If I didnt say I love you every single day.

It may not be in the words.

It may not be in the actions.

It is just lost somewhere.

Like yours...